Monday, January 13, 2014

Yahweh-Yireh

Let me just give you the details of these miracles.  Number 1: We have been praying for God to heal our family for over a year now & He has provided countless times for us to spend time together, rebuilding relationship and restoring hope.  In the past two weeks, our whole family has been able to be together!  And while God still has healing to do, I see Him at work and I am so thankful and excited to see where He brings all of us. I know it will be more healthy and more centered on Him, which is how our family should be.  You have to understand, this was an impossible prayer.  There was nothing a single one of us could have done to repair the hurts and fix the problems between us.  We went into prayer completely dependent on God to provide a miracle for our family because we were so broken.  And in just a short year, look where He has brought us!  God honors impossible prayers that honor Him!

Number 2: I can’t pay for school by myself.  God had provided me enough money in the first semester to pay for school, and after that I was going to have to be on my knees asking for provision.  Every semester, He has provided money for me to pay for school.  Every month He has provided money for me to pay rent (usually within a day or two of it being due) and every day He has provided enough money for food.  It makes Matthew 6:8, 25-34 really come to life.  [“For your Father knows what you need before you ask Him.”; “For this reason I say to you, do not be worried about your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor for your body, as to what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing?  Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they?  And who of you by being worried can add a single hour to his life?  And why are you worried about clothing? Observe how the lilies of the field grow; they do not toil nor do they spin,  yet I say to you that not even Solomon in all his glory clothed himself like one of these.  But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, will He not much more clothe you? You of little faith!  Do not worry then, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ or ‘What will we drink?’ or ‘What will we wear for clothing?’  For the Gentiles eagerly seek all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things.  But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself.  Each day has enough trouble of its own.”]

This past semester, I still owed about $600.  Without it, I can’t sign up for next semester’s classes.  So I kept praying, knowing that God would do something, somehow, but not knowing where the money would come from.  I have also been making a point of giving money back to God, trusting that even though I don’t have a lot of money, He would be faithful to give me what I needed.  My friend, Alison, told me she’d be praying for God to provide and the next day she called to tell me that God had spoken very clearly.  He told Alison and her husband, Brad, to help me pay for school.  I knew that the bill was a little over $600 but I figured I could give them a round number and take care of the little bit extra by myself.  (silly!)  Today, I checked my bank account and saw an extra $100 in my account but didn’t know what it was for.  My Mom had given it to me for cleaning….she did not have to do that!  The number wasn’t a coincidence.  My bill was actually $690.75.  So with the money from Brad & Alison plus the money from my Mom, I am able to pay off my school bill and still have $9.25 extra in my bank account!  WHAT UP!  Seriously, God is awesome!!

Maybe this doesn’t seem like a big deal to you.  Maybe you believe it was all just coincidence and God had nothing to do with it.  But this is a big deal.  And God has everything to do with it!  I can’t tell you how many times money has randomly come in from somewhere because God is looking out for me.  Ask me for more stories!  I’d love to show off what God has done!  So thank you to everyone who has financially supported me in school: Mom, Dad & Lynne, Alyssa, Brad & Alison, Mae & Al, Ari & Matt…not to mention all the people who have lifted me up in prayer not only for financial provision but to be effective at Moody & to learn as much as I can.

If you’ll keep reading just a minute longer, I want to show you something.  This post is called Yahweh-Yireh, which comes from Genesis 22 when Abraham named a place “Yahweh-Yireh.”  It means “The LORD will provide.”  If you read through that story, God asked Abraham to put his love for God above his love for his son & Abraham was faithful to it.  The decision was incredibly hard, but he had faith that the LORD could and would raise his son from the dead if Abraham were obedient.  But before Abraham could sacrifice his son, God provided a ram for an offering—He provided a way out and a gift to offer….it was in this exact same place that the Temple would later be built where the curtain was torn in two at Jesus’ death so that we could have access to God.  God provided Jesus for us too!  The point is that Yahweh-Yireh is not just for those spiritual giants in the Bible like Abraham and Moses.  It’s for us too, because God never changes.  He still loves us just the same as He loved them & He will provide for you.  So ask!

Impossible prayers honor God & God honors impossible prayers.

“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.” Matthew 7:7